even though nothing is

even though nothing is set in any way,
i feel so much better these days (read: since monday).
i don't know where i will be come april. i
hope things work out for me to go to pakistan
(for those of you who keep asking me who
is in pakistan, it's TJYA--that's a lot of initials, yeesh!--the
first friend i made in college).

and my cousin (do i really have to mention her
again?) is in afghanistan.
so if i can figure it all out, i will be outta (note spelling, TWD)
l'occidente soon enough.

otherwise, i am going back to california, to work at
eccolo, and hang out with bsb and chuck. and
figure out what the heck
i
am
doing.

even though none of it is sure
or set
or anything

i am excited for
all
of
it.